overwhelmed

this week. its been amazing, its been stressful, its been exhausting, but most of all its been very overwhelming.

i expected to find this week difficult with the new routine, the new surroundings, missing family and friends etc. but i didn't ever expect to feel like this after just 6 days

i didn't expect to hugely resent being diabetic and hate all the extra responsibilities and stresses that comes with it quite this much. i mean, just the thought of having to sort out a GP ended with me in tears today. i just don't want to have the extra hassle. but then, theres no choice, i need insulin and strips so i need to sort out the GP.

so I'm on day 6. I've loved every minute of uni so far. i don't even care that they have already set a ton of work to do, I'm just loving it.

and everyone has been great about diabetes, they've asked questions and wanted to know more. something so small, but its something which makes a huge difference. makes me feel that little bit more comfortable :)

luckily with staying in halls it means that you can just go sit with others when your feeling a little down or just need some company, everyone's in the same situation and everyone is just amazingly friendly.... also helps make things less overwhelming cos you know your not alone,...

now to tackle the pile of work this weekend and do our first bit of proper cooking... could be interesting :)